Recently, I started the "real" work on my collage on abuse called "A Secret Ordeal".
Believe me a lot of weird things have been happening, such as having nightmares during the first week of work, so I took a break for the weekend especially to watch the Super Bowl which the New Orleans Saints won, and last week Salah's computer had a virus so I had to postpone work on the piece, and yes last week I did not have any nightmares, I was able to get another batch of photos when Salah's computer was fixed last thursday, but I decided to take the weekened off because last Sunday was St.Valentines Day, and I did not want to deal with this dark heavy subject on the day of love.
I also decided to go to church and pray to Jesus each time before I go to work on this piece, so that way I can deal with this subject as easily as I can.
You know, I feel like I'm directing a dark movie that's having a lot of weird things happening on the set the same way as when in that scene near the end of Raiders of The Lost Ark when the Nazi's were filming the ceremony where they open the ark, and all this weird stuff starts happening such as the electric lights going out and the film camera's electrically shorting out, or it's like opening up Pandora's box in order to face this monster in me, but I know that once this piece is finished, I'll be healed and I would have gotten to the other side.
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